No appetite

My mood swing at downward level.

Yeah! I couldn't eat... whatever I eat end up throwing out back.

Yup! sounds grosssssssss!!!

But I am the one experience this and its hurt!!!!

1. My throat hurt

2. I feel disgusting

3. I feel sad because I waste the food

4. I am afraid I am bulemic

5. I am afraid I get the stroke due to the pressure of throwing out

6. I am hungry but afraid to eat

7. i don't have energy and feel tired

8. If I die because of starving...so sad ...

Now... I will pray to God to help me to live.

I will do more good thing so God don't punish me like this.

Can I make a wish now???

Below are my wish....:)

I miss Seafood Spagetti

 

I want to eat shrimp omellete at Malacca



Me if my coffee not to my taste..... yup! coffee lover...once a day black coffee..but since Fasting month not a drop coffee down to my throat... Oh! I mean hot long black coffee..missing my coffee..isk isk isk