Additional 1 year approaching

I was feeling nervous because my birthday is approaching another two and half weeks from now. Yeah! many of you may say No big deal! Its just another plus to your age...
For me this is really a big deal. I was so worried! I have many things to achieve and time is running out.
I just dont know how to start to get thing done. Getting started another story and getting there is another problem.
Sat and Sunday I prefer to stay at home. I am not in the mood to meet any human on earth. I dont feel like talking to anyone.

My trip to Krabi is the eye opener for me.
I need to to this often so that I dont miss out.
Air ticket to Jogyakarta only RM250 for 2 ways.
I can go to Candi Borobodur... my dream place.
Is this place will be my next trip?
I dont know..... I may be unemployed on Dec so need to be thrifty.
I am getting aging. My energy will exhaust soon.
Earning enough its not realistic at this moment because it will never been enough.
My work? As mentioned I never plan to stay this long at this company due to its horrible leadership. No way I can change the way this leader is thinking since he is the owner.
The best I can do to put this company at the right track and make the employee work in harmony environment. I done that!
I received many compliments lately due to changes I brought to this company. I am a bit flattered to be honest. Anyway, it is ashamed because I cant make this company as my permanent stop.
Let me be the Nanny McPhee or Nanny 911 and move on to the next company.
This is my fate!