Restless week

What is life without activities?
Hectic working schedules for me. I believe most of us feel the same too in our own way. I always motivate myself by thinking I am not the only one in difficulties. Whenever , I feel it is difficult to move forward, I convince myself many others at the same time at different place with different situation are facing worst than me. Yeah! positive thinking and power of convincing and hypnotise yourself kekekeke... Every challenge in work, make me improve more skills in prioritise work, multi tasking, changing hats every minutes, handle human, more alert,more analytical, learn and many more to gain from different situations. I dont want to say I like it anymore..... obviously to face this everyday really affected my health but hey,... this is life.. face it and move on with head up. Eventhough deep cut in heart. We are born with our own certain fate planned ahead without we knowing what it is.

Hate to repeat this, I kind of believe what my x boss said to me again and again....
'if you wants different result... change your method to achieve it', if you keep to repeat the same method and get the same result... nobody to blame but yourself'.

Today when I reached home almost 10.30pm... yeah! traffic kind of bad due to one minor accident and the onlookers or 'gawkers' make situation worst. I am trying my best to not cursing the whole situation. Yeah! you are tired ,sleepy and really in piss off mood... temper rising higher and higher when got trapped in this unnecessary situation.

When reached home, again that some car park on my spot.
Surprisingly, I don't feel anything just drive away to find myself another spot. In my heart keep telling myself God Bless God Bless God Bless..... Bad Luck Bad Luck Go away... I am now paying my Creditors so my future life will be better.
I went up , open freezer and pack 2 mandarin oranges plus biscuits and put on top of that car. hahahahaha thought of putting 3 joss sticks ( but I dont have any.... kekekekekek ) dont want to find trouble...

My intention of doing so... I just want to ease his pain. Maybe I could cheer him up a bit. Maybe his life is also difficult in his own way???

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Proud to be myself

EPP Bonanza - 19 projects and development to contribute RM67billion in investment and will create 35,000 jobs. Just look at the list of 19 companies involve in this EPP under ETP and think deeper. I can't comment here. Just think deeper again the 35,000 jobs opening soon how this will be filled? Think and think harder as Malaysia. Who will be benifited? Just think deeper are all this while all these are well distributed among Malaysian or just limited to certain level??? Think again....

As Malaysian, I worked hard since I was 19 years old. Worked like donkey and with every sen I save up to finance my own study. Where I am now, I really proud of myself but not as Malaysian but just myself. Malaysia is not a bad country and we are among the bless one but it could been better. Anyway, let us all pray for the better for everybody!

mmmm... today's work , was stuck in meeting for almost 4 hours and a half meeting. So damn sleepy but have to pretend as if I am fully awake and recharge. hehehehe....

Tomorrow another one and next week another one. I can say this is positive and negative meeting and no such thing as neutral this time. Drama! drama! we will wait for the outcome. It will be harsh outcome soon.... I just need to be strong and stay supportive towards the company.

When I said I come back to help mean I will do my very best.

6 months the minimum and one year is the maximum.

Hope all my girls be with me throughout this exercise.

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