Everyday break my fast alone...
No appetite at all but if many people also make me headache.
Sometimes don't feel like eating at all.
When alone complain lonely but if married or have family worst... why?
Imagine go back home see the same old face.
again and again and again... boorrriiinggg!!!
vomit blood!

Sometimes I also don't know what I want.
Aish!!! not sometimes but everytime hahahah ya one lost woman!!!

I am very tired today...
Tonight! is the night hahah tonight is the night to continue my LD assignment.
Tomorrow submit then start to study product knowledge.
Next week test jia yor jia yor

Long weekend many many thing to do...

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I wish U wish

This morning, almost late than usual due to overslept...
Not because I overworked myself but overdreamt lol..
Yup! suppose to do my assignment but end up watching Lee Min Hoo.

I wish I live in that world!
I know its all fantasy but don't you think its nice to make it reality..mmmm wonderful life!
I don't wish myself as Jan Di the girl character.
Yeah! character a lil bit the same clumsy, silly and temper!
But I don't really have that much courage like her...

Today line up 3 candidates to come in for interview from different post.
2 for accounts position and 1 for trainee.
End up 1 call said grandma pass away.
1 turn up and the other one said too busy to come today.
What the heck???
I wish this people realise how disappointed I am today!

The accounts fella... how to say ya... reason leaving current company because he is married and now have kids and need more money!
When asked what have you done to upgrade yourself in order to earn more money?
The answer is nothing!
Simple answer I can offer him, he will get nothing too.... fair???
I think this is fair.
People like me over the years trying my best to upgrade myself from time to time..
Yeap! i changed number of jobs here and there because I want more money too..
Everytime I will equiped myself with knowledge not just simply jump and demand.

I ensure anybody whom hire me before will agree with my statement... it is worth it to pay me.. and maybe underpaid because most of the time I will do more that what they expected.
Not to mentioned the current one... they save a lot in term of payroll.
4 people job handle by one person what else you can wish for if you have SUPERWOMAN in D OFFICE :)

I wish I can be SUPERWOMAN! put up that brave face and save the world... (need to re design the outfit though... too old fashion)
I wish I can be Britney Spears ... dancing and miming on the stage with jz a bikini suit no matter what people said about my flabby , I jz dance and miming happily...shake it shake it baby... ooppss I did it again and again hahaha
I wish I am Goo Jun Pyo - F4 beloved girl. He love me not I love him hahaha more power if like that..
I wish I am Queen Rania , beautiful , rich and have big heart too but of course I can choose which husband I want..
I wish I am Beyonce talented woman, beautiful, sexy and rich and confident ... I dont want that Jay Z guy maybe change to someone better..
I wish I can finish every assignments come and pass the exam by jz blinking my eyes like ' I dreamt of Genie' ... then I can jz watch my ugly betty, my boy before flower and my CSI and more and more and more...
how I wish how i wish.... this list will on and on....

let me go to sleep and continue this all...

Tomorrow my assignment day... so let me go chill out under my beloved red blanket...

How I crazy about Johnny Depp when he was young at 21 jump street last time and this is how I crazy i am about my lee min ho now.....
Can't believe at this age I still can have this crush to this extreme extend..... i must be one mad woman... who live alone too long and lonely hahahaha seriously truly, deeply and madly in love...

Recruitment day 3 tomorrow...I feel tired ledi.
But hey... i feel motivated ledi coz I did shopping therapy bought myself 3 dorothy perkins tunics and hoodies... tomorrow delivery... power of online.
not so much of the damage coz manage to get it cheap..
baju raya maybe??
Mum kill me if I wear that during raya ...
whatever!!
Dig out my last year baju kurung...
only wear it once a year! hihi

My tummy still bloated due to eat not at right time...

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I am not impress

I met a friend last week and she were saying that she is getting married end of this year.
Whoa! finally...
Same age with me.
We used to be sharing same dorm when I was form One.
Yup! I was sent to boarding when I was 13 years old.
But they withdraw me from the school because my study was so bad to extreme meaning I practically get '0' for my maths and '30' for my English.
Hahahaha.. they just freak out when received my report card.
I enjoyed to see their face at that time.

Oh ya.. back to my 'so called' friend.
Basically we are not friend.
To be exact she is see me as a threat.
mmmm why!
Not really sure though.

I was in my own world as usual and my life practically to myself.
I don't really socialise.
No friends.
I don't really talk to people.
They talk to me I talk to them but most of the time few words will do.
Yup! I am a loner since then.

She practically.. a 'PLAYER' not that pretty but sweet looking girl.
She had changed her boyfriend like every 2 months once.
But one thing I don't like about her she just love to pick on me.
BIG BULLY!
From the start to the end I remember her.

Unfortunately, we are sharing the same double decker bed. Yeah! mine on top and she is beneath me.
Same goes to our locker.
I really hate her because she love to use other people thing without even asking.
She practically used whatever she like and treat it like hers.
I even experienced woke up and don't have any uniform to go to class.
End up have to pretend sick just because I have no uniform.
Thick face and horrible beast to me.
She just love to pick up on me at that time.
I am practically spend my time crying over it.

That was another reason I failed badly for my last semester just to make them get me out of that hell.

Well , she still remember after so long. We don't even talk to each other I left that school 22 years ago.
She still a player but when she told me she is getting married and becoming one Dato' 3rd wife.
mmmm .... I don't feel impress at all...

3rd wife? I mean 3rd place?
What a looser!!!!

Ah! I feel much more better with my life right now!

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