Not easy

Yeay! my officemate gave me one jar of CNY homemade cookies... Yummy... thanks to her mum. I have chance to taste Dragon cookies, chocolate chips,cashew nuts cookies, peanut cookies,green pea cookies, pineapple tarts, butter cookies and ... owwhhhh did I left out anything??? mmmmm all in my stomach. hehehe...Thank you Auntie... xie xie nie ...I get myself one Chinese Godmother hahahaha... suppose to take photo of all that yummy cookies but lazy me to do so.

After holiday...I am looking forward for another holiday. My life at working place is the hectic one abnd I wish I could duplicate myself and finish all. But I have been evolve... I take one at the time and not like before... I was like want to do everything at one go and give pressure to myself.

Of course certain time I will deviate from the track...kekekeke but manage to let go certain things and close one of eyes and try to lead my life happier.... Life is short like many people says....

When you back home and your old folks demand things and always use the words...'May be is the last..' and sounds like threatening if its beyond capability or capacity. mmmmm last time may works... but from now on... my heart will keep saying this..... life is short and you never know maybe its my last too...hehehehe take it easy last is last. God never discriminate and irregardless any gender , race, young or old, rich or poor... when time comes... be prepared to go off.

Sometimes , when we make a wish beyond our capability or capacity that calls desire. Desire is a sin if we force others to fullfill beyond his or her capability or capacity. I always believe ,do if you can and if you can't , dont force yourself. Live moderately and if you capable to live in luxury pass some to the needy.

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Let Go

My devoted 10 years Kembara finally leave me just now.(Sold off)

Although , I feel sad but I have to do all this because its all natural law.

When you get new one, we leave the old one.

I spend 1 hour crying in my Kembara last night.

Flash back all our sweet and bitter memories together.

I love you darling! I don't mean it but you are useless for me now...

I have to make a choice.Sounds cruel but decision need to be made.

Thought of snapping a photo but can't do that.

Bad omen! as usual me and my ridiculous belief again!

My new Citra, long journey together ahead of us.

Hope you can do a good job for me.

I still need to get use to this car.

Too long for parking. Heavy though!

When i complained this to my friends , he were saying that thank god I don't get Dimax or Storm as what i wanted earlier, if not major problem!

Yeah! true lah my friend I may end up just drive to work and home without stopping anywhere else coz major problem to park hahaha... again me and my insecureness..

One Citra already give me big problem because I just want to drive but don't feel like parking the car.

No reverse sensor and back mirror though. Bought it too basic!

Yeah ! coz my pocket also very basic... so thats all i can afford time being..

So I need to park and get down a few times to ensure I don't knock on something. Troublesome though and quite embrassing though.

Gosh! I can't go anywhere without people thinking I am either Sabahan, Sarawakian or Philipines and some even guess I am dark skin chinese. I received 2 questions from 2 different people this morning (when I am selling my car this morning ) asking whether I am a foreigner just because of my weird Malay and English slang.

I really need to brush up my slang..

I am forever confuse about my identity, What race am I ,actually???

Seriously, I am not very sure myself.... one pathetic lady!

Tomorrow exam E&I , so need to back to study now..

More readings and I am going in with very 'kiasu thinking' no more over confidence like last week. I am going to expect the worst and worst rather than froze facing the paper...i don't want to feel this on the 2nd time.

Adios!

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