Study is the hardest thing

Today since morning when I reached office and thing about the workload waiting for me and the needs to change hats many time make me feel sick!
Angry!
Furious!
My anger level up to my almost maximum limit..
I feel like want to kill myself immediately to end the story!
But when I think about how messy is my house (I cleaned last week but the messiness come back again hehehe)
I love to throw thing so what you want me to do..
mmm at least if i die the house is in order so when other come to the house will have a good thoughts about me.

From morning to the evening , I just like wanna cry (almost cry though) and feel angry angry angry...

Then reached home went for mini gym for a threadmill walk for 30 minutes.
At least my anger reduce and manage to calm myself down.

Drink horlicks for dinner!

Then here goes my study!
I am about to open my leadership text book here come my Goo Jun Pyo to my mind.
So end up watching Boys Before Flower again!
Aishhhh! thought of watching 2 episode but end up with 4.
aish!!!then here goes my facebook cafe need my attention hehehe

Then I tried to open my book again and here goes inquiries on the business plan.
Yup! my attention divert again!

By the time almost 11.30pm...
Aiyoh! when should i start without disturbance and devil disturb me???

I am getting panic with exam coming up!
But yet I do nothing!

OK ! starting tomorrow I am going to put tripple effort and throw away all the disturbance.

Go go Rina... put up your strong face and fight fight fight...