Stay positve

Last week its not good week for me.
Many dramas going on.

Why?
Person who feel threaten to my exisiting in the company is back.
Of course lot of games going on...
Don't know how to use my Tai chi ledi...
I just try my best to keep calm and maintain positive.

My confirmation is due tomorrow.
I wrote to my Boss and ask him to release me.
Yes! I am not at the right mind at all.
He replied back with saying he is more than happy to confirm me.
He asked me to wait for him to come back to KL.
uwaaaaaaaaaa... i am crying in my heart.
(Yeah! call me weird ... I refuse to be confirmed please fire me!!!!)
I must be doing a good job for him until he still wants me after few nasty emails I had sent to him in separate occassion... as usual I am emo and outspoken.
I write emails like I am speaking my mind out!

Can't wait for Sep...
another 2 -3 weeks...

Fasting month never been easy for me.
I am sick today with bad throat and toothache.
Ah!!! so hurt... not to forget my endless neck and shoulder pain...
Hope this will be temporary for me.

I am now trying my best to let go and stay positive.
I just wanna give this company my 80% instead of 150%.
I don't want to be stupid fool to work my ass like donkey.

Mid Sept .... I can't wait!!!!
I am going to go holidayyyyy!!! yeay!!!!
My secret adventure is baaccccckkk!!!!