To be beautiful is a sin

Every woman dreams to be beautiful.
Same goes to yours truly ehehehe...
I will do anything to look gorgeous.
Call me a freak call me crazy.
Most people will come out with this saying ' beauty from within'...

Well from my observation on people behaviour and perception towards beauty is totally not what like most people saying which is 'beauty from within'.
Most of us tend to judge from ones outter look.

Yeah! imagine you are approach by one young lady she is dark brown features say big nose ,thick lips and big round eyes, she is short and fat but she is neat in her dressing. She is soft spoken and polite.

Same time you also approach by another young lady she is gorgeous everything about her is perfect except for her snobbish attitude.

Another young lady superb beautiful and she is polite and well manner.

If you are the one do you think you will choose the 3rd woman and follow with the 1st woman?

Well , I can conclude 'beauty from within' is good but beauty inside out is most preffered choice.
Don't you think in this world we need to balance up.
Don't you think our life is almost similar like doing full sets of accounts. Everything need to be tallied and make it perfect by balance it up like a balance sheet?

I have this almost 5 sens big dark pigmentation spot on my right cheek.
This always gives me worry and lower down myself esteem.
I tried whatever it takes to get rid of this ugly spot.
I dont mind spend some cash and reduce my food to get rid of it and be pretty again.
For the past 3 months I have been going through this laser treatment session.
Today is my 3rd session.

What is the result to now???
It get lighter and lighter but I am nervous to wait for whether it will disappear.
Obviously today and the next 3 weeks I am not going under the sun at all.
I will confine myself to heal my spot. anything to gain back my clear baby skin face.

I am more conscious on what I am eating from now on.
My these two day diet will be all about beans and fruits.

Hope my diet will work as I am working out and toning down my body.
I want to look good in my new place soon....

I conclude today's blog with to be beautiful is not a sin as long as don't harm yourself and people around you. :)